Seasons change, friends move away, and life goes on from day to day. Flowers fade and streams go dry and many times we wonder why. Yet we can always be assured because God tells us in His Word, that unlike changes in the weather, love goes on and last forever.
that was probably one of the saddest ones ive seen in a long time i felt so bad for corey ( the twins dad) all that time knowing that he was the rebound to a 3 year relationship. the mom not even really wanting to be with him then breaking up with him. breaking up their family leaving her two daughters with no family?i understand that she wanted to live her senior year life and have fun but damn she hurt that poor guy reall bad and now all she wishes is that she could take it back.. then it made me just sit back and think there are so many things in my life that i wish i could go back and re do but you can never go back on the things you’ve done i guess you just have to embrace them. david sometimes i really miss him when he actually was trying he did make me happy and it seemed like we would be able to have a life together he was the one person so far that i really fel tlike i would be able to spend the rest of my life with and long distance pretty much screwed that up. not to say that long distance was the only thing going wrong. yes. i did feel like he had stopped trying but when i loook back at what happened a lot of it was my fault i guess i just wanted to be held to have someone that i could run to when i was hurt not just email with whats wrong and hope to get a call back. maybe in the future i will still be able to have something with him because i know i do love him and im not really sure what love is but i know that my feelings for him were still are reaallly strong for him. and i miss talking to him. gary he is a really nice guy and him being my first major crush and all i couldn’t pass up the oppurtunity to have something with him mean i had a dream about when i was younger and that pretty much made me dub him my soul mate. i guess things with him just started out way to fast for him and mee to i guess but now we hardly don’t talk anymore and i miss him too. i waanna call him so bad but i know he needs his space or whatever. he told me to telll him what i wanted but its obvious to me that what i want and what he wants are 2 totally different things like how can i tell him what i want and have him give that to me if i know the feelings won’t be coming from both sides
